You've invented something entirely new with your style - or at least I've never seen anything like it. Is it something you came up with just experimenting on your own, or is there someone out there who has influenced you or gave you the idea for this?
And of course, your baby girl telling you to stop worrying... well, I can't stop and think about that because if I do someone starts chopping onions and brining tears to my eyes even while I it makes me smile. I'm not crying though. You're crying, but I'm not crying. No I'm not.
It takes as long as it takes unless you quit - then it takes forever and you will never get there.